I want to take Photography course. But, I think my father can't afford to pay it. So I just forget my dream. Maybe, I don't really need to take the course, I can do photography-ing as my part-time right? So I just put another choice in UPU. Since I got A for English and Art, I didn't got so many choice to apply, haha. I choose, culinary, art&design, TESL, graphic, id and so on. Its all about KEMAHIRAN. Since I hate to study. I mean, the maths, science, read, read, etc. So, I need to use my skills ^^ Yeah skills, but I'm not that really skillful person :p And I wanna to congratulate to all my friends who got a good result, and for those who have no luck like me, don't worry. We still have a chance. Don't be sad. Hwaiting~!
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Okey, now lets off the topic. It make me sad sometimes, haha.
Yea, actually I was officially turned 18 now! My birthday just past few months ago. Its on Feb 1st, haha :D Thanks to those who send me birthday wish on Facebook, Twitter and message. Thank you very much, I appreciate it :) And thanks to Maxis for give me such a wasting gift. HAHA, I got free call for one day, but I had no one to call and its only for Maxis-Maxis. Aigoo, poor me. If they give free message I really love it Maxis, because I hate to call people, and talk too them T.T Haha. I tried to call my *brother* but he already changed his phone number. Ohh, unlucky me because I didn't know his new phone number. Haha. But then, I call my bestie. Can I call him bestie? *haha. Actually we don't really talk. We just hm, oh , ah , eh. And talk bout useless topic. Lol. We both had no idea what to talk about. And its happened for one hour. Yes one hour. Haha, pabo us >.< Neh~ At least I've use the gift right? Hihi :)
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Actually, I don't really like this year. So many bad things happened in my life. For God sake, I really hate it. But thanks to *someone* that cheer me up :3
Gahh, my father just engaged. And its on my birthday month, my birthday month. Worst birthday ever. A few days after my birthday :( I hate it. I hate the engagement, I hate that woman, shes too young for being our *mother*. I really hate it. And because of this engagement my father forgot bout my birthday. Yea every years was just like that, but this time, its really horrible. I shouldn't continue this more. Ahh, its hurt. I miss my mom :(
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Before I cry like there is no tomorrow. Let stop. I shouldn't share it here. But yeah, this is my diary. Its up to me right? I'm the author, and I'm the owner. Gahh, what I'm talking about -_-
I wanna thanks to MY FT Island fb page. Because of this page. I can befriend with Primadonna around the world x) I got so many friends here. Unnie, donsaeng, chingu. I love them. They're my new family :3
From there too I got new best friend. Her name is Zira. I really really really meally love to friend with her! Shes crazy, shes a good readers (since we never meet yet) , shes talkative, shes can draw well, shes fun, shes cute x) shes a lovely person, shes caring, and shes everything! I love her very much :3 I really want to meet her in person. But since her house is too far away with me ah~ Haha, actually not too far. Because we lived in different country, but still in Malaysia :p
But, if I got a chance I want too meet with her. Talk to her, take pictures together, eating, playing. Lol, like a child x) Hihi, I hope one day, we can meet, Zira-sshi ^^
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And now~ *drums roll* I want to introduce you my new bias in INFINITE~! :3 Yehaha. Before this my bias were, Sungjong, Hoya, Dongwoo, Sungyeol, Dongwoo, Hoya back, Myungsoo, then Hoya back, Sungyeol back LOL. I never biased with Woohyun and Sunggyu. But this time is Sunggyu turn! I hope it won't change again T.T Here you go my Sunggyu oppa~! XD
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| Why so handsome? x) |
Yea, his real name is Kim Sunggyu and hes 24 y/o :3 Hes the leader of INFINITE and I really love him. MWAHAHAHA. I call him Gyu, Sunggyu, oppa, but sometimes Grandpa x) And I'm her granddaughter. Don't you dare to touch my grandpa XD He has such an angelic voice. You should listen to his song BECAUSE and 60 sec. Its his solo song. Omg, its really daebak. He also has his own charisma, especially when he leading the boys :3 And last but not least, HES FREAKING SMALL EYESSS! Kyaaa~~~
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| THISSSSSSSSS EYESSSS! HAHAHAHA |
My friend ask me, why I can be his bias? Lol, this question. I don't really know how to explain x) I become to his bias since this year. Its not when I listen to his song. Or because he debut solo or whatever. Everyday I listen to their song, I watched their variety show. But I never pay attention at him. LOL, of course la. Its because my bias were Sungyeol and Hoya that time x3 But, its all change when I watched MBC Idol Star Athletic Championships 2013. You can google it :) I attracted to his what we call it in English? Haha gaya? cara? Whatsoever lah x)
Why is he so weird? Hes like in his own world. He love to sit alone, doing nothing, act like a OH IM THE KING. But that things that make me attracted to him! HAHA. Then someone tweet this picture on twitter. And since that! I said THIS IS MY NEW BIAS! MWHAHAHAHAHA
Jjjang~!!
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| Look at the way how he sit. Most important, his laugh! >< |
I don't know, I become addict to this picture. Haha. I change my facebook cover, twitter background, my facebook dp, and even my laptop and handphone background! HAHHAHA what is wrong with me >< Since that, I started to google-ing bout him, downloading his songs~ And his solo debut! Ah~ I didn't buy yet his album. Imma poor girl, I don't enough money to buy it though its not that really expensive :p Never mind. I'll buy it later, nae oppa^^ But hehe, I buy their new album. Heee, but it didn't arrive yet. I'm waiting for it, please come home safely~
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About that INFINITE come to Malaysia in my previous entry. Its a TRUE story, but for the GDA. Not filming mv or whatsoever tu T.T Its just a rumor. Ah~ GDA. Its hurt to talk bout it. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY K-ARTIST come to Malaysia T^T My oppaaaaaa FT ISLAND and INFINITE were there too. I want to meet my boysss. Okay now I will cry like there's no tomorrow T____________T Omg, when the unnies tell bout their experiences went to GDA I feels like my heart broken into pieces. Ahh, I'm jealous with them! Gahh, but what should I do? Imma poor girl who had no job, no money, no everything to buy the ticket T,T luls. But Im proud that Malaysia has been chosen to organise the prestige Korean Award xD
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I think I should stop now, or someone will get eye damage because of my broken english xD
Nae, see you next time *KALAU RAJIN X)
Annyeonghaseyo~ :3
